| and il try yyyyyy yyyy... |
[Oct. 2nd, 2005|11:34 pm] |
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| | jolly as fucking hell | ] |
| [ | music |
| | bsb bitches =] | ] | woop for anberlin...anywhoos!
i didnt really start my hw until 11 but im taking the time to make a nice littlen public entry for you randomers who stroll across my journal while you stalk others [it's cool...i do the same]
all i must say is that it has been three of the best fucking days of my life honestly. here i thought aside from stef and my family no one really cared about me...and not to sound arrogant...but i realized it wasnt true...and i swear i almost started crying because of it like...6 times!
so friday was my actual birthday which i kinda forgot about because i was soooo stressed withs chool...but at school it was amazing b/c stef got me cupcakes for every class i have with her, hilary baked me a cake in the shape of 24 our favorite show, meryl and joanna went out and bought me a fuuuumaaazing cake, then lex brought more cupcakes for volleyball, and kaitlyn baked me brownies!
honestly i never thought id ever get that much for my birthday! it was psychotic...i was delirious with happiness =]
and we also won a game and we all played SOO well!! that was one of the best parts of the day..then at night it was like a massive feast at my house...we had japanese, my daddy's chinese, and panchos...i now weird mix..but it was so fun..stef was there with me...my sister bought me the most amazing cookies from north carolina, and my daddy made these asian birthday buns which are amazing...then it was present time and honestly....they were incredible....no joke...absolutely fucking orgasmic...i was like rolling around in joy...::takes moment to pciture the moment and giggle::
then SATURDAY...was the big day..the day i was planning for for the past year or so...and it all went soooooo good...i got all pampered and prettied up that day and um...for the first time in my life....i didn't feel repulsive...i felt kinda pretty? haha i dno..i just loved wearing a dress and being all glammed up...the party went amazing...i hope everyone had fun...i got alot of people to dance which made me sooooooooooooooooo happy *cough andrew and adam cough*
and this is really lame of me...but for the first time in my life i slowdanced with a boy..hahaha actually 3 boys..thats right...big pimpin! hahaha yea ok i didnt evne buy that one...but yea it was fun i danced...and the food was amazing...i got sas-liz, adam-liz time, andrew-liz time, brando-liz tmie, eric-liz time, hilary-liz time..and like everyother person i dont normally get ot spend a lot of time with...and it was so amaazing
then afterwards, stef, hannah, and isabel, and my sisters friends came back to the house and it was sooooo cool...lawrences friend jay was like..literally tossing me around the whole night and he was like..attacking me with tickles every five seconds and if you knwo me...i squealed mmajorly...hahahaha
me and isabel ended up staying up until almost 6 and woke up at 10 and weren't tired???? then everyone had crashed here last ngiht so we all woke up had breakfast..the boys watche dfootball...hannah and isabel left, we ordered more food...stef left...i passed out for two horus and i think lawrence sat on me at one point?? i dont know hahah whatever
this was amazing. i am still ridiculously delirious from all this fun this weekend. i cant thank all of you enough for being there and making my birthday so amazing. it really was the best birthday yet.
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| damn you LJ |
[Sep. 23rd, 2005|08:39 pm] |
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| | fidgety/exhausterddd | ] |
| [ | music |
| | good life | ] | and your amazing ability to keep drawing me back in...
::_**_:: Basics ::_**_::
01.) The Name's: Liz 02.) Middle Name::shiu man 03.) DOB::9-30-89 04.) Age:: 15 05.) Location:: my room 06.) Eye Color:: asian 07.) Hair Color:: asian 08.) Hair Length:: longg 09.) Height:: asian...5'1 10.) Shoe Size:: 7 11.) Glasses or Contacts:: reading glasses 12.) Braces:: used to 13.) Single or Taken:: single =\ 14.) Bad Habits:: over analyzing and taking everything upon myself 15.) Fears:: never finding someone 16.) Screen Name:: bounceyme26
::_**_:: School ::_**_::
17.) Where Do You Go to School:: gnnhs 18.) Whats Your School Mascot:: blazers 19.) Whats Your School Colors:: blue and orange 20.) Whats Your Favorite Subject:: soc or english 21.) Whos Your Favorite Teacher:: santo 22.) What Do They Teach:: soc 23.) Who Sits Next to You In Math Class:: stef in front...carly behind me
::_**_:: Love Life ::_**_::
24.) Do You Have a Boyfriend/ Girlfriend:: i repel boys 25.) If So, Whats There Name:: bobart 26.) If So, How Long Have You Been Together:: djfh 27.) Do You Have a Crush:: not really 28.) Do They Know:: i dont even know 29.) Have You Ever Broken Someones Heart:: thats virtually impossible 30.) Have You Ever Had Your Heart Broken:: yes
::_**_:: Favorites ::_**_::
31.) Animal:: puppyyyyy 32.) Color:: pink 33.) Person:: stef 34.) Subject:: history 35.) Season:: fall or spring 36.) Holiday:: christmas 37.) Hobby:: volleyball and reading 38.) Sport:: volleyball 39.) Feeling:: love 40.) Saying:: too many 41.) Word:: falafel 42.) Month:: september 43.) Clothing:: mine 44.) Jewelry:: mine 45.) Food:: the stuff thats so gross its good 46.) Snack:: dnoo
::_**_:: Friends ::_**_::
47.) Best:: stef 48.) Daringest:: stef or adam? 49.) Funniest:: hilary 50.) Tallest:: andrew 51.) Shortest:: me? 52.) Loudest:: hilary!!! 53.) Shyest:: squishyyy 54.) Smartest:: eric mogiiiii 55.) Blondest:: stef hahaha 56.) Craziest:: we all should be institutionalized 57.) Nicest:: meryl 58.) Sweetest:: meryl 59.) Weirdest:: me? 60.) Flirtest:: stef
::_**_:: Have You Ever ::_**_::
61.) Had a Wish Come True:: yes 62.) Had a Dream Come True:: yes 63.) Broken a Body Part:: chipped my elbow 64.) Fallin? in Love:: i wish more than anything 65.) Done Something You Regret:: hell ya 66.) Tripped and Fell in Public:: try every day 67.) Sang in Public:: not well but if im hyper enough 68.) Cryed in Public:: maybe once? 69.) Kissed Someone Besides Family:: haha yea 70.) Been in a Car Crash:: no
::_**_:: The Last ::_**_::
71.) Thing You Did Before Getting on the Computer:: intro for my essay 72.) Person You Yelled at:: i dont really yell at people 73.) Person You Hugged:: umm someone at volleyball? 74.) Person You IMed:: sas 75.) Time You Cleaned Your Room:: before school started 76.) Song You were Listening to:: album of the year by the good life 77.) TV Show You Watched:: the oc 78.) Movie You Watched:: i cant remember 79.) Time You went to the Movies:: before school started 80.) Time You Cryed:: oof...not since the summer 81.) You Took a Shower:: 2 hours ago
::_**_:: This OR That ::_**_::
82.) Coke OR Pepsi:: coke 83.) Tall OR Short:: im short..but i like tall people 84.) Flowers OR Candy:: candy 85.) Math OR English:: english 86.) Blink 182 OR Sugarcult::sugarcult 87.) Mickey OR Minnie:: mickey 88.) Middle School OR High School:: high school 89.) Boyfriend OR Girlfriend:: boyfriend 90.) Single OR Taken:: single
::_**_:: Word Association ::_**_::
91.) bead:: bracelet 92.) bed:: sleep 93.) sexy:: byos 94.) phone:: talk 95.) tough:: cookie 96.) neato:: feato? 97.) leather:: biker 98.) weird:: me 99.) so:: what 100.) easy:: hard 101.) test::ick 102.) nerd::me 103.) falling:: in love 104.) air::plane 105.) hot:: sex
::_**_:: Random ::_**_::
106.) do u sleep with a stuff animal:: yes 107.) do u like snowballs:: sure 108.) are u in school:: yes 109.) do u like to swim:: yes 110.) are u funny:: only when i hurt myself 111.) wut do u think of water:: its nice? 112.) are u a blonde at heart:: no 113.) have u ever been to maryland:: ive driven thru it 114.) have u seen ?chasing liberty?:: haha yea 115.) are u happy this survey is over:: sure? |
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| worst summer of my life? yes i do believe so |
[Aug. 20th, 2005|05:39 pm] |
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| | terrified | ] |
| [ | music |
| | early november | ] | =\
yea...end of my online journal days. for real this time.
imma shithead...i dont blame people for hating me.
farewell |
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| attention! attention! |
[Aug. 19th, 2005|01:45 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | ickkkyy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | relient k | ] | kay...so if you read this there was this survey thing..but it was bothering me so i felt the need to write a real entry??? or just state the fact that i really miss stef. and i wish she was here so i didnt have to sit through love fest with my sister and her bf [i take it back..they're adorable and i love them but it's kinda depressing me] it seems to be an on going trend with me as the third wheel...o well...someone's gotta fill the role i suppose =\
now im sick. and ready to go down some cough syrup to avoid coughing out a lung and get some sleep. even though i wont b/c my sister and her bf are sleeping next to me and im afraid that they'll make babies next to me...eek [he was kinda drunk and like rolled over in the car after the movie...funny stuff]
something else thats funny...the shrink i was seeing for a little at the end of the year asked to see me again so i did...and shes like..."you seem very happy on the outside and i dont doubt that you are happy most of the time but i think that you're developing depression especially since it runs in your family and you're family situation is very fragile...i like to refer to this condition as 'closet depression'...nothing serious but we just need to keep a close watch"
god damn shrinks. the term "closet depression" just keeps running thru my head now
here's the survey that everyone else did and felt compelled to do???:
[ ] I am bisexual or homosexual
[ ] I've run away from home
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I shut others out when I'm sad. [majorly]
[x] I open up to others easily
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I watch the news.
[x] I own over 5 rap CDs
[x] I own an ipod or mp3
[x] I own something from Hot Topic
[x] I love Disney movies.
[x] I am a sucker for hair/eyes
[ ] I kill bugs.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I paid for that cell phone ringtone
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation
[ ] I love Spam
[x] I bake well
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie
[ ] I love Martha Stewart.
[x] I love someone.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS
[x] I am self conscious.
[x] I like to laugh.
[ ] I smoke a pack a day.
[ ] I loved Go Ask Alice.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I have many scars, physical and emotional
[x] I've been out of this country
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room
[x] I am really ticklish [ullllltraaaa]
[x] I love chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails... And hands.
[x] I am comfortable with being me.
[ ] I play computer games/video games when I'm bored
[x] Gotten lost in your city
[x] Saw a shooting star.
[ ] I had a serious Surgery.
[x] Gone out in public in your pajamas
[doesknowinghimfortwohoursbeforecount??] I have kissed a stranger.
[x] Hugged a stranger
[er...opposite sex homie] been in a fist fight with the same sex.
[ ] Been arrested.
[iced tea] Laughed and had milk/soda come out of your nose.
[ ] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[ ] Made out in an elevator
[not at...with] Swore at your parents.
[x] Kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] Been skydiving.
[ ] Been bungee jumping.
[chipped an elbow] Broken a bone.
[ ] Played spin the bottle.
[x] Gotten stitches.
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] Bitten someone.
[x] Been to Niagara Falls.
[x] Gotten the chicken pox.
[ ] Crashed into a car
[x] Been to Japan
[x] Ridden in a taxi.
[ ] Shoplifted.
[ ] Been fired.
[x] had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. [good golly]
[ ] Stole something from your job.
[ ] Gone on a blind date
[x] Lied to a friend.
[ ] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.
[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] Been to Europe.
[ ] Slept with a co-worker.
[ ] Been married
[ ] Gotten divorced.
[ ] Saw someone dying.
[x] Driven over 400 miles in one day.
[x] Been to Canada.
[x] Been on a plane.
[ ] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] Thrown up in a bar.
[x] Eaten Sushi.
[x] Been snowboarding.
[ ] Been skiing.
[x] Been ice skating.
[x] Met someone in person from the internet.
[ ] Been to a motorcross show.
[x] Taken painkillers.
[ ] Cheated on someone else
[x] Were so bored you took this survey.
[ ] Been addicted to something
[x] considered yourself a hypocrite
nighty niiight all<3 |
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| ill keep you my dirty little secret |
[Aug. 18th, 2005|12:25 am] |
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good golly thats a lot of updates in two days haha
well i actually went out today =]...i know shocking right??? anyways...i went to the movies with squish, gould, sas, gohari, and andrew...we saw deuce bigalow...slash snuck in [so badd i know] but it was pretty funny i suppose and i had fun...it was a nice change for once
anyways..my sister and i have been spending alot of time together which is nice and im gonna be moving her in next weekend...it's nice...we've just been getting along and its been really good...im seeing 40 yr old virgin with my sister and her bf and maybe sas?? friday...we're so cute...hahahahaha...double date [im so not serious...calm ur chickens]
la la la...im not sure what im feeling right now...scratch that..im perfectly aware of what im feeling...and why...but i wish i wasnt?? it's hopeless as usual
( another survey for you sexys )
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| let's not talk about this...i didnt want it to mean that much to me |
[Aug. 17th, 2005|11:07 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | tbs | ] | heylo...like the 2 people that happen to read this b/c it shows up on their friends thingy
whatever...i like typing these out cuz it helps me think when i can read what im feeling/thinking at the moment
so im not really sure why, but ive been uber lazy in making plans...like i wanted to see so many people these last two weeks of summer and do so many things..but im just too lazy...it's weird like i knew i wouldn't have plans already cuz stef isn't here...and i dont have a boyfriend to blow all my friends off for...but like...i just dont feel like putting on anything but my pajamas and i certainly dont feel like getting all dolled up [and by that i mean decent enough to be seen in public] but i dno..while i really wanna hang out with these people i dno...i just dont too?? i guess maybe cuz whatever we do i feel like it wont be fun or it'll be stupid...
this year i really wanna have fun but at the same time im gonna be so busy ill barely have time and i dont think im one of those kids to go and get drunk at some teen club and rub up against some stranger...i take that back...i know im not a kid who likes to get drunk...and while i love dancing i just dont know if the teen club is where id like to be doing it...let alone the issues that would have to be brought upon me from the parents
and as sad as it may be...i honestly dont feel like dating [with one exception]...i have also never felt less wanted or alone...but this summer it just hit me that its been me and stef or me and a boy...i tihnk mayeb that's what's making this whole hang out thing so difficult...once i have a bf my hang out patters change drastically and then im stuck making new patterns once we break up...so unless i find a guy who isn't repulsed by me...i need to learn to hang out with people other than stef
dont get me wrong people stef is amazing and id love to spend every waking second with her...but shes got her man and i dont want to not have any friends at all...so its time for something new
now that ive read this entry through im pretty sure i came to absolutely no conclusion on my feelings or what i should do
whatevs. you can all enjoy yourself and if you love me enough..make plans with me =]
<3 |
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| your lips are smooth as they graze mine |
[Aug. 16th, 2005|04:49 pm] |
even though i stopped using livejournal cuz...well i did...i still like it more than xanga
we love doing surveys instead of cleaning our room and also because our mind is a total mess and anything i said would either get me in a lot of trouble or just not make sense =]
i'll stop referring to myself in the plural and get on with the damn thing
A LITTLE ABOUT YOURSELF x. given name: elizabeth x. gender: vagina x. age: 15 x. date of birth: 9-30-89 x. location: bed x. marital status: single x. hair color: asian x. hair type: long wavy x. eye color: asian x. skin color: yellow x. height: 5'1.5 x. weight. 110 x. shoe size: anything from a 5-8 x. AOL Screename: bounceyme26
FAVORITES x. word(s): pickle hahaa x. language: to speak, english...to listen to italian x. food: anything that the government claims will destroy my insides...and my daddy's food x. drink: iced coffee x. band: fall out boy and backstreet boys...freaky i know x. singer: difficult...adam lazarra? x. television show: oc x. movie: finding nemo, italian job, napoleon dynamite, 50 first dates...and liek 40 others x. pet: my puppy x. animal: puppiessss x. car: mini cooper x. number: 26 x. telephone number: w-t-f x. holiday: christmasssss x. week day: friday x. place: this camping site somewhere in ireland/wales, london, or paris x. weather: sunny and breezy x. flower: sunflowers x. scent: jasmine, apple cinnamon, a fresh christmas tree, and the air when its like below zero outside x. color: pink x. store: toys r us x. style: my own x. book: pride and prejudice x. celebrity: adam brody x. dvd: not sure
ARE YOU x. heterosexual: i am indeedy x. lesbian/gay: nahhhz x. bisexual: no sir x. somewhat attractive: i wish i could say yes x. depressed: not usually...but it can happen x. in pain: not now x. worried: almost always x. in shock: not really x. happy: ive been better x. obsessed: no? haha x. a drug addict: caffeine? x. a smoker: no wayyy x. an alcoholic: ickkk no x. a loner: i like to be alone at times x. loved: by family and stef... x. hated: most likely =\ x. wanted: even if i was...it never lasts x. unwanted: without a doubt x. shy: depends on my mood x. bored: normally i am x. having fun: not at all x. listening to music: yeshh x. watching television: nooo x. on the computer: no shit x. doing homework: its summer x. single: yesssum x. taken: nopppee
CHOOSE x. chocolate or vanilla: chocolate x. dog or cat: dog x. sleeping or awake: i am awake...but i prefer sleep x. sunny or gloomy: sunny x. dark or light: both? x. pretty or ugly: i am ugly..but i prefer pretty things x. wanted or unwanted: i want to be wanted...but yea you get it x. burgers or hot dogs: burgers x. sitting or standing up: sitting x. computer or television: computer x. noise or silence: noise only if its music or the tv x. boys or girls: penis please x. slut or decent: decent x. nice or mean: nice x. stupid or smart: smart x. shy or funny: funny x. rain or snow: sun? x. cold or warm: warm x. alone or companioned: companioned...hehe x. school or no school: no school x. enemy or friend: friend x. cat fight or fist fight: fist fight baby x. gum or candy: normally gum x. juice or soda: depends on my mood x. beer or cigarette: straight edge thank you x. old or young: young x. boring or fun: fun x. numbers or letters: letters x. bath or shower: shower x. dry or wet: dry...i tihnk?
CURRENTLY x. wearing: green tank top and basketball shorts x. watching: my mom make a fool of herself x. listening to: dashboard x. staring at: the screen dum dum x. eating: nothing x. drinking: nothing x. smelling: nothing x. tasting: my dinner x. thinking: i miss stef, my face hurts, fucking sun, my arm hurts, fucking shot, why am i so repulsive? x. mood: irritated, stressed, unwanted, happytohavesuchacoolsister x. worry: what the fuck im doing to myself x. taken/single: already asked..single thanks for reminding me
IF YOU COULD x. go anywhere, where would you go: to stef or everywhere x. do anything, what would you do: like 5 things popped into my head at once x. see anyone, who would you see: stef and lets just stop there x. fly, where would you fly: stef, everywhere, places that cant be said x. have anything you want, what would it be: ::mumbles a name:: and love...the real kind x. see anything you want, what would you see: not world peace, but a general understanding and acceptance of everyone
thanks for your time...now get on with life<3333 |
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| could this be out of line? |
[Aug. 15th, 2005|04:40 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | busy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | acceptance | ] | ok...so things have been swell
warped was amazing. i learned that i love mosh pits. hahaha. and that as annoying or frustrating as it gets sometimes...knowing that i did the right thing makes me really happy.
i like knowing im not a bad person. hehe good stuff good stuff.
yeaa..well...i dno i kinda miss this livejournal
bye bye now kiddies<3 |
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| =) |
[Aug. 7th, 2005|03:17 am] |
achem....bye bye sad days
<3 |
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| love is funny thing |
[Aug. 2nd, 2005|03:07 pm] |
you get it from the most unwanted places...yet the only one that matters doesn't want you
god damn feelings. |
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| i laugh |
[Jul. 29th, 2005|01:46 am] |
because livejournal is reserved for like...sad stuff
and because im the most obvious person
and because the only way you wouldn't know whats up with me is if you seriously have no brain
and because i swear there's something wrong with me
something that draws people in...and then give or take a few weeks...one month passes... and people realize "what the fuck did i ever see in her???? fuck this!"
yar..that was by far the most honest and depressing thing i've written in awhile
mostly cuz i dont like to be sad...and im really not sad often...just occasionally..and im pmsing..so thats a double whammie
late night emo is just groovy.
</3 |
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| you're no lover and im no fighter |
[Jul. 26th, 2005|11:21 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | indescribable | ] |
| [ | music |
| | death cab | ] | yes..ermm...what is the point of me doing this?? i seemed to have lost it in the past 5 seconds....what the hell
after my monster long and in depth entry a few days about my life...i feel like it's necessary to make a totally pointless one =)
see...no one even reads this..cuz well...ive had two new journals since this one...but ill do it for shits and giggles
life is swell...actually not at all...but i like saying swell...im stuck here for 17 more days...and surprisingly the past month hasn't been that long here...after the first week things picked up cuz i had alotta stuff to do and to keep my mind off shit...
but this has been by far the suckiest summer of my life...except for warped tour, the four days before stef leaves for israel...that rest of it has just sucked major balls...
life before high school was not this emo...no worrying about grades (as much), no worrying about doing things for college (so asian..shh), no serious drama with friends, no boy drama (at least for me), there was less family problems too, and i was overall less aware of things around me so nothing could really bring me down
i wanna go back to the days were my clothes didn't have to match (not that they ever do) and boys had cooties. yes...that seems right. |
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| hihii |
[Jul. 19th, 2005|11:07 pm] |
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ok ok...so this whole reverting between xanga and livejournal and myspace thing is kinda stupid...but ive over updated the xanga and my myspace blog isnt read..and neither is this really but theres a chance?
i felt to need to write in depth about something ive learned about myself this summer...and i didn't want to do that in a xanga cuz for some reason livejournal feels like a place you would place giant epiphanys..not xanga
aright..so on with it!
( long shtuff....don't read it unless you want to try and understand my life )
--lizz |
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| fuck sleep |
[Jun. 20th, 2005|02:21 am] |
so i have an english final tomorrow..i cant sleep
and xanga bothers meeee
yea this was pointless
goodnight |
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| whoa |
[Jun. 14th, 2005|04:50 pm] |
hi livejournal
forgot i had this thing
im stupid.
bye<3 |
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| bye bye |
[Mar. 5th, 2005|11:18 pm] |
kay..im stopping posting shit.
im starting to sound desperate/pathetic and i dont need a reminder...
nor does the rest of the world wide web.
bye |
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| mehh |
[Feb. 28th, 2005|11:23 pm] |
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| | crappy | ] | i hate being alone. im fine with my friends and even with my family...but those moments when you know that you're just not...loveable...or desireable in anyway
well they suck =\
ive got everything going for me...i actually am starting to be proud of some of the things i do which is new to me...and im so happy i have stef...i dont deserve such an amazing friend...and ive been a good daughter lately...much better than i used to be...
somehow theres just that thing thats missing...that feeling...before i started dating at least i never experienced it and i did like people...
but now tehres just that feeling of loneliness b/c you dont think that anyone is ever going to be able to truly care about you..and you'll be the girl who loves someone who will never love you back??? what am i talking about...i cant even get a guy to LIKE me let alone love me...
im tired of trying to not care about this b/c if people think its stupid so be it...it's important to me b/c im insecure as it is...and if i want to waste my time on relationships or make mistakes...then so be it...its my time to waste and my mistakes to make...
people talk and they should stop correcting my life or pointing out whats wrong and get their own life... |
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| survey de dizzleee |
[Feb. 24th, 2005|04:45 pm] |
1. Start Time: 445
Stats
2. Name: Elizabeth 3. Nickname: Liz, iz, lizzie, lingling 4. Birthday: 9-30-89 5. Birthplace: gn 6. Living situation: casa con la madre...occasionally the padre and sister 7. Zodiac: libra 8. Your first word: dude 9. How long your hair is in inches: long... 10. Hair color: brown 11. Eye color: brown 12. Height: 5'1 13. Weight: 108 14. Measurements?: something with numbers
Now
15. Current mood: tired/bored 16. Current music: d to the eath cab for cutie 17. Current taste: bagle 18. Current hair: down, straight, still not brushed snce i woke up 19. Current clothes: pajamas still...wow imma bum and half haha 20. Current annoyance: my hoemwork 21. Current smell: my dogg 22. Current thing I ought to be doing: homework 23. Current windows open: none 24. Current desktop picture: my friendalass 25. Current book: 100 years of solitude 26. Current CDs in stereo: my ipodizzle 27. Current hate: kaplan 28. Current job: kumon 29. Current fear: work
The last
30. Last book you read: that i finished...pride and prejudice for like..the 50th time 31. Last movie you saw: weddingdate 32. Last thing you had to drink: coffee 33. Last time you showered: last night 34. Last thing you ate: bagel 35. Last person you talked to on the phone: my mom
Do you
36. Smoke?: no 37. Do drugs?: no 38. Have a dream that keeps coming back?: even if i did..i dont remember my dreams 39. Play an instrument?: guitarroo 40. Believe there is life on other planets?: sure why not...aliens are hott y0 41. Read the newspaper?: not really 42. Believe in miracles?: i want one 43. Consider yourself tolerant of others?: yeaa 44. Like the taste of alcohol?: only champagne or sangria 45. Have a favorite candy?: anything chocolate will do 46. Believe in astrology?: not really...but i do when its a good month 47. Believe in magic?: no 48. Believe in god?: dno 49. Have any pets: doggy y turtle 50. Go to or plan to go to college: yes 51. Wear hats?: on occasion 52. Have any piercings?: ears 2X, belly button, cartilage 53. Have any tattoos?: not yet 54. Hate yourself?: rarely 55. Have a crush: i wouldnt call it a crush 56. Have an obsession?: i have more than one 57. Collect anything?: shoes? 58. Have a best friend?: yesss!! STEFALAFEL 59. Wish on stars?: sometimes 60. Like your handwriting?: depends on teh pen 61. Care about looks?: only cuz i enjoy trying to be pretty and only for myself actually 62. Knock on wood?: sometimes 63. Do you sing in the shower?: fer sheezey 64. What about when you're just around the house?: obviously 65. In public?: if im in a good mood...which is most of the time 66. Have any abnormalities?: too many to listtt
Juicy stuff
67. Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: yes 68. Have you ever been intoxicated?: yes but only with family 69. Favorite place to be kissed?: lips are always good...but so is the neck :P 70. Have you ever been caught "doing something?": not really 71. Are you a tease?: not that i know od 72. Shy to make the first move?: dependss 73. Would you kill someone for money?: noooo wayyy 74. Would you have sex for money?: noo 75. What do you look for in the opposite sex?: funny, not completely brain dead, caring, modest, good hair, and accepting....geez im picky 76. Have you ever developed a crush on a good friend?: of course
Are you a
77. Wuss: alot of the times 78. Druggy: no wayyy 79. Daydreamer: im not sure 80. Freak: most def 81. Dork: the biggest 82. Bitch/Asshole: i can be 83. Brat: i try to avoid it 84. Sarcastic: almost always 85. Goody-goody: people think so...but i dont 86. Angel: no way 87. Devil: most of the time 88. Shy: dependsss 89. Talkative: mhmmmm 90. Adventurous: i am..but i get too scared of my mom 91. Joker: si si 92. Flirt: im not sure 93. Mooch: i try really hard not to be
Favorite
94. Band: too many to list 95. Song: first single by the format 96. Shirt: i cant choose! 97. Pants: again..no! 98. Place to be: with my friends, london, hong kong, or a shoe store 99. Liquid: iced coffee 100. Smell: jasmine, apple cinnamon, smores 101. Food: serendipity 102. Hat: i have too manyy 103. Edible thing that isn't food: thats just sick 104. Celebrity: hmm... 105. Computer game: i dont play 106. Perfume/cologne: brit by burberry 107. Color of underwear: pinkkk 108. Place to stick gum: le garbaage?
Were you
109. Dropped as a baby?: that would explain alot 110. Locked in a room for more then an hour?: hmm..yea 111. Put in a box? sure 112. Shot at by some member of a Mafia or something?: ::checks body:: nope 113. Ever shit on by a bird?: when i was little 114. Ever caught spying on someone?: kind of
What do
115. You wear at night?: pajamass 116. You do in the morning when you first get up?: think..MORE SLEEP 117. You do when you're hungry and there's nothing to eat except old cheese?: order in 118. You do on a Saturday night?: hang out with stef and sometimes other people 119. When you're absolutely bored?: whine 120. You say to your parents when you don't want them know what you're going to do?: say im going to see a movie or at stefs house
Have you
121. Ever licked a metal bar in winter?: not that i know of 122. Hit someone with a bat?: ...tennis racket count? 123. Ever kissed a dog?: my doggy 124. Ever wished you were the opposite sex?: only to see what its like to have a penisssss 125. Ever painted your nails?: duh 126. Had perfume sprayed in your eyes?: probablly
Where is
127. The farthest from home you've been?: hong kong doesnt count really...so shanghai or beijing..ro soemwhere in asia 128. Your hand right now?: my head? where do you think? 129. The best place to have fun?: me n stef make everything fun 130. Your mouse?: over there 131. The one place you want to go more then anything?: europe
What Would you do
132. If you saw a penny on the ground?: pcik it up and pass it to pass the luck 133. If you saw a friend in trouble?: help if i could? 134. If you got $1 000 000?: shoes! 135. If you were the opposite sex for a day?: play with my new friend
This or that
136. Peas or carrots?: carrots 137. Blonde or brunette?: brunette 138. Short or tall?: i like tall people 139. Steak or potatoes?: steak 140. KD or Cardboard?: whats kd? 141. Tongue ring or eyebrow?: eyebrow 142. Kitties or puppies?: puppies 143. Party or PARTAY!?: partay!
Word association
144. Rubber gloves: haha rubber... 145. Rock: hard 146. Green: day 147. Wet: water 148. Cry: tears 149. Peanut: snoopy 150. Hay: heyy hey heyy 151. Cold: i ahte it 152. Steamy: sex 153. Fast: and the furious 154. Freaky: deeeeky 155. Rain: ewwwwwwwwwwwww 156. Bite: me 157. Suck: my non-existant penis 158. Blow: him 159. Hard: on
160. End time: 506 |
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| vacation sucks |
[Feb. 21st, 2005|05:01 pm] |
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| | 100 years by five for fighting | ] | it's official. i am a loser with no friends (other than stef). she's away and i cannot think of a single person to hang out with. i dont have a boyfriend to ditch my friends for. not that i have any friends to ditch anymore...but you know what i mean.
there are people who im always like "let's hang out sometime"...does that sometime ever come??? NO...why? b/c they have other friends to hang out with! and b/c i at one point probably was "too boy crazy" and now they hate me....fucking girls
on the rare occasion i do have someone to hang with..it ends up sucking b/c we're not that hanging out type of friends...mroe like...heyy you're cool ill call you my friend type of friend
and i hate this town...theres nothing to doooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
so basically...until stef comes home (tomorrow night?)...i shall be a le nerd and try to finish all of my homework so i dotn need to worry about it the rest of vacation!
super super plan liz...just super!
yea this was a super sarcastic and super angry entry...its all out of boredom. |
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